2 pictures and some predictions...

lua and kian chilling
they have the same hairdo

the other day i read the cutest letter written for a one year old... his grandmother was making predictions about what he would be in the future... it was pretty funny.
of course i had to think about kian and his future profession... these are my predictions:
1. a chef: many times paul has taken him into the kitchen and sat him in his stroller while he cooks, explaining step by step what he's doing... kian seems pretty interested.
2. a physicist: he seems pretty fascinated by the law of gravity. you give him a toy, he looks at it, throws it to the ground and watches it go down... you give it back to him and he throws it again... and again and again.
3. a professional swimmer: he loves the water, the swimming pool and when he's on the floor he kicks like he's swimming.
4. a soccer player (or a soccer fan but that's not a profession!): he's been exposed to soccer games on tv daily since before he was born. hmmm... maybe a sports journalists?
5. a pilot or a flight attendant: he's not even a year old and he's already been on 6 flights and he loved every single one (or at least he didn't mind them)
6. a soldier: he crawls like he's in a war zone.
7. a model: just cause he's so cute!

i can't think of anymore right now... whatever he becomes i hope it's something he loves! (ya tenía q decir algo cursi...) aunque ojalá no sea ni el 6 ni el 7! jaja

another move

as of yesterday kian can get himself from laying down on his tummy to sitting! i love watching every one of his moves.

letter to kian: 9 months old!

dear kian, yesterday you turned 9 months old. time goes by fast and soon you'll be one year old. i keep daydreaming about a birthday party for you. i've always done that, look forward to things... it used to drive me crazy how it was so hard for me to focus on the present because i was always looking forward to what will happen in the future... i like to think that's one of the things you're helping me change... you're making me enjoy the moment as it happens. i still think about the future a lot, but it's mostly because it's fun to imagine what will happen, where we'll be, what we'll be doing, and i do have a very active imagination. but i'm a lot more present, a lot more conscious of the right here and right now. this is it. and i'm enjoying every second of every day.
i had no idea it would be like this. before you were born i had no idea how natural motherhood would be. i find it a little strange how people have been doing this for thousands and thousands of years and somehow everything has become so complicated that most people are actually scared of being parents. and they let fear and insecurity take over. when in reality being a parent is the most natural thing in the world. perhaps i'm over simplifying things but that makes it easier than over complicating things... ha!
i guess what i'm trying to say is that i hope i always feel this way. i hope we always have this bond. i hope we keep things simple. i'll always be your mom and you'll always be my son, my first born. i love you and i loved this past 9 months. whatever the future brings... i'm totally enjoying your babyhood right now. happy 9 months!

life with kian...

has been a busy one! he's going to be nine months old next week and i can't believe how fast time goes by and how fast he's growing and learning new things.
our trip to costa rica and the us was amazing. he did so much better than i could have expected... i was really nervous about flying with him but every flight was great and at least one person (specially flight attendants) in each flight commented on how well behaved he was. one of them said that in his 10 years as a flight attendant he had never seen a baby so quiet and content as kian... i was so proud of him! he only had a hard time on a bus ride (7 hours from paso canoas to san jose) but it was probably because he had a cold and a bad cough. he was also great meeting new people and being around a lot of new faces... i wish he could remember this trip in the future, but at least we'll have the pictures and we can tell him about the first time he went to the beach, the first he got in a swimming pool, the first time he met aunts, uncles, and cousins and how much love he received from everyone.
as soon as we got back his first tooth came out and i was so thankful that it waited till we got here to come out cause poor baby was in pain. the second tooth came out after a few days so now he has two bottom teeth... they look so cute.
he's been eating a lot! especially after his 8 month check up when the doctor told us to give him more food. he's weight is fine (10 kg.) but he was definitely ready for more solids. his schedule (most days) go something like this: wakes up around 6:30 am (when paul wakes up) nurses a little and goes back to sleep, gets up around 7:30-8 has breakfast (fruit, cereal or yogurt), plays for a while, snack around 10 (fruit), nurse and short nap, lunch around 1, play some more, another nursing session and nap around 4, dinner around 6:30, bath, nursing and bed time around 9:30. he got used to sleeping next to me during the trip and waking up in the middle of the night to have some milk so now we're working on getting used to going the whole night with no milk like he used to do before the trip... so far it's been 3 days of sleeping through the night with no interruptions... although this morning he woke up at 5 am. :s
these past few days he's really started moving around a lot. he kind of crawls... he still can't get his tummy off the ground yet but he can definitely go from one place to another. paul put a big carpet on the living room where we put some toys for kian to play with... until today he would stay on the carpet... today he started going from one side to the other and realized the floor is more slippery than the carpet so he likes that better...
what else? so far (or as far as i remember) he's eaten fruits (apple, banana, pear, guayaba, papaya, melon, tangerine, mango), veggies (squash, carrots, potatoes, sweet potatoes, peas, spinach), cereals (rice cereal and cereal puffs) and lentils, and yogurt.
while i was in california i got a baby book and i'm proud to say i already filled it up. it was a little hard going through thousands of pictures and picking favorites but it was a lot of fun going back and seeing how little kian used to be and how much he's changed in just 8 months.
sometimes i can't believe how much love i have for this little guy and it makes me a little nervous thinking about (sometime in the future) having another one... would i love them just the same? how can so much love be possible?? but i'm sure that just as our hearts grew a little bigger to make room for kian when he was born, they'll grow a little more for the next one too. right? sounds good to me.
ok...time to go to bed!